To Yayoi!
I am sure you have got my message, but why not reply anything to me, even just simply say no. I have waited for whold day and then gave up. ... i dont know what i should say, but honestly I really want to say something to you. where should i start then?...
it was just a big surprise that i can see you again. after the party we have had in Septemper, I just thought that was the last time i can see you in my life. That time you just left without saying anything. However, Thanks to god for offering me the great chance i can see you again. i couldnt find any words can be satisfied to describe what was the feeling when i saw you this time. It was true just like what you have said that I didnt sleep well because of your coming. I was so happy that i feel too embarrass to face you.
i still can remember the first time i saw you, i found you are such a really attactive and charming girl i have ever seen. but when you decided to go to Birmingham, I have been trying to tell myself: dont think of you anymore, just give up. It was like falling star, beautiful but short-lived. although i miss you so much, but just keep this feeling in my mind deeply. unfortunately, I cant find any other girls i would feel better than you. You are just like a shadow I cannot get rid of. i always have a daydream that i could see you for one more time. But it has been come into truth, I cannot believe it as if i am still in dreams.
I dont know this is a good luck or bad luck for me, cos after i met you this time, I cannot help missing you deeply. I know I am not handsome and another worse thing is I am a chinese, they make everything becomes impossbile to me to have such a silly unrealistic daydream. I am sure i would not have any chance to meet you again, and even after this email I probably have no chance to talk with you as well. but after meeting this time, i dont care about anything it would cause, just want to take this chance to tell you my real mind. otherwise i couldnt forgive myself.
Please dont worry about it, I am not expecting anything from you. but please bear in mind, that there is a person here always wish you good luck, and hope you happy everyday.
posted by Dylan @ 11:41 AM
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