my feeling on late xmas eve!
i am still alone at this kind of special time, i dont want to have a date with someone not special at this time. so i decided to stay alone. it is strangely calm in my mind, i am not thinking anything, anybody, i have just finished a cigarette after long time stopping. standing there, holding it, door opened, peace in my mind, this is the last few minute of xmas eve which i thought should be special for me this year, unfortunately, not really! does it mean i should have just normal life as usual? nothing will make me excited? although i dont want this kind of life, but maybe the normal life is the best life and happy life. so cherish anytime you have enjoyed, you are enjoying and you will enjoy.
good luck in the new year!
posted by Dylan @ 11:30 PM
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